我

有時候你真的沒辦法逼不得已要把自己包裝的十全十美 

被逼要包容別人的一切

被逼要對自己不喜歡的人嬉皮笑臉

被逼要自己啃完所有委屈的一切

被逼要做自己不喜歡的一切的一切

即時，你真的很不願意。

我們總不能那麼自大，

總不能凡事都覺得自己永遠不會錯，

總不能永遠把自己放在中心點，

總不能事事都以你為主。

我沒有你想象的那麼的偉大那麼的善良

我只是普通人一個

我也有不可踩越的那條線

Let's think about it. 

Stop talking with the tone you're using and start to talk with some sympathy words and stop being a so meant and sarcastic person. This is going to mean a lot to me and also others. Thank you. 

People

The sky is amazing stunning. Just. So breathtaking. 

Just feel like. 

People don't treat you the way you treated them. 

You have to be extra careful when you're talking or making some careless motion towards others. 

They may thought you're in purpose but actually you re not. 

People judge . So do I. It's so hard for others not to judge others. It's the nature of human to judge each other for improvement isn't ? 

People do change. So do I. I changed the way I think and the way I acted. I act foolishly just to smooth out the awkward moment between us. It's just the part of me and I don't even know the truely of me. 'Baby you don't have to exactly know who you are , because figuring it out could be the best part ' , daydream by tori kelly which inspired me much. Seriously it's so hard for thinking what others will thought about me after I saying those words or maybe after some actions done. It's like. I can't act the way I wanna be. Sigh. Life makes everyone an actor and actress. 

Everybody wants to be different but how could that be possible ? There's even some several faces that's similar with yours at the other side of land. And maybe there's thousand or even billion people are having the same name with you. Or the same color of underpants that you're wearing right now.( this is just an example and don't take it serious ) 

And one thing I did missed out a very golden opportunity to the examination of yayasan sime darby scholarships ... I didn't even realize they did sent me a email regarding to the scholarships and I didn't even expect I'll be shortlisted ... I did really bad in the phone interview and I merely get some reasonable answer to the examiner and how could they chosen me as one of them ? But thanks to those trash and idiots emails that blocked me from realizing the email from sime darby... And I'm going to continue my form six , which is freaking damn hard than I thought. Future Soul mates are leaving... All the best for them with my sincere heart ;) .

Good night peeps.  This is just a useless post nah. :) thanks for being a site for me to express my feelings.  Bye see u soon. 

Jiawei   

Me feeding the lil thai goat or sheep with some kind of grass :S. *I wonder if they drink Tom yam too ? *

Byeee

Hey.

Yeah hello guys haha it's such a long time since the last blog I wrote

Was actually wanted to post a post but I acidentally deleted it without saving ( I spent two hours for writing it and I'm so screwed so I gave up haha ) 

Yeah I'm finally graduated from secondary school and if you ask me how I feel ? It's totaly not good not at all ... I miss teachers and friends and the days when I don't have to worry about my future . I will have my schedule to go on everyday and what I need to do is just to study and that's all . 

The ending of secodary school is only the start of your life ... 

How good if the education of malaysia is free. This is gonna be so fair for everyone.  

Why everybody has got to in a job ? We do not live to work . We live for ourself. 

But what can we do. We have to work for live..Haha was then realize the content is genting way deep. How deep my thought is ? Cheh. 

I. Don't. Want. To. Be. A. Typical. Human. 

我.不.想.做.正.常.人 . 

［不是神經人的意思啦］

我想走我自己想要走的路

可是真的太多眼睛和嘴巴

圍繞著我 對我長篇大論

我有我的夢想

可是對他們來說

是不切實際

出生 讀書 考試 做工 賺錢 結婚 生子 老去 生病 死亡

 So this is how life is. Almost , everyone of us will experience this , if you didn't make a change for yourself. 

I'm so struggle. 

What life is. 

Hi sky.  

How I wish there's a wings on me. 

So that I could fly to anywhere I want.  

Abandon the world. Be yourself. And that's enough. But, how many people could ? It's so hard. To be yourself. In front of the impractical world ... 

Goodnight. To all of you , that are chasing after your dream.  Wishing u all the best. 

Sincerely , 

Jia Wei.