The sky is amazing stunning. Just. So breathtaking.
Just feel like.
People don't treat you the way you treated them.
You have to be extra careful when you're talking or making some careless motion towards others.
They may thought you're in purpose but actually you re not.
People judge . So do I. It's so hard for others not to judge others. It's the nature of human to judge each other for improvement isn't ?
People do change. So do I. I changed the way I think and the way I acted. I act foolishly just to smooth out the awkward moment between us. It's just the part of me and I don't even know the truely of me. 'Baby you don't have to exactly know who you are , because figuring it out could be the best part ' , daydream by tori kelly which inspired me much. Seriously it's so hard for thinking what others will thought about me after I saying those words or maybe after some actions done. It's like. I can't act the way I wanna be. Sigh. Life makes everyone an actor and actress.
Everybody wants to be different but how could that be possible ? There's even some several faces that's similar with yours at the other side of land. And maybe there's thousand or even billion people are having the same name with you. Or the same color of underpants that you're wearing right now.( this is just an example and don't take it serious )
And one thing I did missed out a very golden opportunity to the examination of yayasan sime darby scholarships ... I didn't even realize they did sent me a email regarding to the scholarships and I didn't even expect I'll be shortlisted ... I did really bad in the phone interview and I merely get some reasonable answer to the examiner and how could they chosen me as one of them ? But thanks to those trash and idiots emails that blocked me from realizing the email from sime darby... And I'm going to continue my form six , which is freaking damn hard than I thought. Future Soul mates are leaving... All the best for them with my sincere heart ;) .
Good night peeps. This is just a useless post nah. :) thanks for being a site for me to express my feelings. Bye see u soon.
Jiawei
Me feeding the lil thai goat or sheep with some kind of grass :S. *I wonder if they drink Tom yam too ? *
